Supervisory Blues (2)

I've now had a reply from my presbytery rep. I thought the rep was to help out if you had issues. Okay, so it may be I have had issues with my supervisor's style, but I know that isn't something I need to bother the rep with, as it's all part of the learning process. I would have thought my supervisor being off-sick for at least 2 weeks is something the rep should be helping me with.

She didn't seemed too worried. I was supposed to be meeting with her and my supervisor tomorrow and suggested to her we could possibly meet without him. She thought I didn't need to meet with both pf them at the same time, but thought best if my supervisor was there as he knows my progress.

I also asked what would happen if my supervisor were to be off longer term. The way his Dad was talking, that may be the case. She just said something about she was sure my supervisor would keep 121 informed and they would arrange something.

So, if the rep doesn't know what happens in this situation and defaults responsibility to 121, what is the point of the presbytery rep? From all the paperwork I have from 121, the impression I had was this was exactly the situation where I needed them.

I really hope my supervisor isn't off any longer, but I contacted my rep to tentatively set up a vague "what if" back up. Looks like that isn't happening. I think I'll speak to my friend who is (or used to be) on the ministries council and knows the set up of the CFA. Maybe she can help. I know the people at 121 are lovely, but a little slow to put things in place. I'm worried this may delay the whole process and the opportunity for selection conference this year will be gone.

An I making a mountain out of a mole hill? Possibly. And, if everything is delayed, I'm sure it will be for a reason.

Supervisory Blues

My supervisor has been signed off sick for at least 2 weeks. I was speaking to his Dad this morning (who was doing the service). Apparently he's been doing too much and it was all getting on top of him. Not good news and I, of course, passed on my best.

I must admit, when I discovered my supervisor was also training a reader, I did wonder how he could have enough time for us both, never mind performing his day to day ministerial duties. I did bring that up during my extending enquiry and at the beginning of the CFA.

Now, from a purely selfish point of view, I'm concerned how this leaves me. I currently have no supervisor. I have e-mailed my presbytery rep to let them know the situation and get some guidance. Hopefully they will be able to give me some guidance/help in the meantime.

That all said, I pray my supervisor has a speedy recovery and God will help him and his family through this time.

Hospital Chaplain

Yesterday I spend the day shadowing my local hospital chaplain. He showed me around the various departments of the hospital and introduced me some staff and patients.

Although there isn't much more in terms of what I did all day to report, I still found the day insightful. A hospital chaplain's job is very different from a parish minister. A chaplain may meet several people who wish to speak to them while out and about, while a minister walking their parish may not meet anyone who wishes to speak to them. Also, they will not be able to build as long term a relationship as a parish minister may. That said, I see it is a very important part of ministry.

One main thing I came away with yesterday, The NHS and Scottish government very much give importance to looking after patients' spiritual welfare as well as their bodily needs. Basically, a holistic approach. I know when I'm happy I don't get unwell as often and find I can fight infection better, so their policy makes sence. I found that encouraging and sensible.

Is it just me...

Or I am the only person who wasn't that bothered about America getting a new president?

Yes, he's the first black president. There always had to be a first.

Yes, he's a great orator. As much as it pains me to point this out, so is Nick Griffin. In my book, actions speak louder than words. I shall reserve judgement.

Yes, it's a great day for America. I AM NOT AMERICAN AND DO NOT LIVE IN AMERICA. Sorry, for "shouting" but it really annoys me - I don't really care that much. Why does everything that goes on in America have such an important part to play in the rest of the world? I know, I know, it's the most powerful country in the world, but with great power comes great responsibility. They haven't been acting very responsibly of late. I know George W Bush led them, but they did vote for him. They first term may not have went his way, but he did get a second term...

All in all, despite my cynicism and apathy, in the coverage I saw yesterday, there was something that seems to have been missing from America (and potentially the world) for a long time - hope.

Hope rest on Obama's shoulders. I only pray he is strong enough.

In the driving seat

I'm just home from Bible study at my home church. For the first time, I led the study. I say led, but as it's a good group, it's just a good chat/discussion of the bible passage and associated thoughts.

I enjoyed leading it. It may seem a little strange, but I felt a little awkward leading it (although I had offered - the minister was at a parents' evening). I know the member of the group really well and one was my Sunday School teacher, so it seems wrong leading them, when they have led me for so long.

I know that is one reason why I must do my CFA at another church. Knowing a congregation for so long is a double edged sword. I get to know myself and my calling better elsewhere. But, it's always good to visit home.