I've just spent the last hour or so re-reading much of my journal (aka this blog). Looking over it, I see how much I've grown with God and in his calling since the beginning of this process.
Now, I'm a wee bit nervous about the next couple of days, but not as bad as I could be. I know God is with me and will prepare the way for me. I just need to trust him and be myself. What is meant to be is meant to be.
Well, I wish you all the best and every blessing for the conference.
ReplyDeleteAs for 'what is meant to be' - God gives us gifts and talents which we are to use with confidence, but humility; boldness, but discernment. Remember you have your part to play in this too, so try not to be 'fatalistic', but be encouraged by God and committed to the activities, giving the best of yourself.
A last tip (which I might have given before) - don't be reticent at writing lots for the self-evaluation parts. My gut reaction is that they are looking for those people who know themselves. Be critical, but also fair. Don't be afraid to say where you thought you did well as well as the parts you felt uncomfortable or awkward with.
Good luck. Be yourself and I hope you enjoy as much as I did - it was one of the best experiences of my life!
ReplyDeleteThanks guys.
ReplyDeleteJohn, I'm not actually being fatalistic and will give my best - that's the least I owe God given all he's done for me. Thank you once again for the advice and support. I, too, have a gut feeling it's about how I critique myself - positively and negaitvely.
I plan to try to have a good time as must as possible. It's a good start - what a beautiful day!
I'll let you all know how I get on after the event.
All I'm sayin' is:
ReplyDeleteyou go gurl -
go and enjoy:
the experience
meeting others like you walking similar paths; thinking through similar lines of questioning;
meeting others completely different to you too;
being challenged;
the odd group tasks that should bring laughter as well as head shaking puzzlement;
and lastly...
go and remember that God's got your back.
Will be thinking of you x